Julie's quote...

It is 24 March 2010. The clock is about to strike 5pm. I am sitting on my bed and just finished watching Julia & Julie AGAIN! It is amazing how a movie can affect some one's life. In these case, the 2 hours 3 minutes 24 seconds movie has officially made me see something in my life.

I may not have the will power to stuck myself in front of the stove to cook a delightful and delicious meal. That does not mean I don't have passion for something else. Although I do hope to have the cooking passion, but sad to say... I don't. When Julie said, quote "So I will cook my way through Julia Child's cook book and write a blog about it but I would probably need a deadline. Because otherwise, it would be like everything else I do. Lets face it, I'd finished anything." That quote applies to me in every way! Cut out a few words, replacing them with my words. It is a perfect way to describe my life.

Yet, she did it! She did "the impossible"! She proved to herself that she can. Watching her almost made me felt her happiness in me. That feeling of achieving something you are passionate about and even knowing it seem to you, it is impossible. But you did it! That feeling is irreplaceable! Now it made me feel like sticking my head into something I am passionate about and make sure I accomplish my goal! Challenge myself to something that will change my life!

So there you had it, I am on a journey in finding my passion in life and pursuing it in whatever mean possible! Wish me luck! ^_^

Pretty-damn-weird-kick-ass LIFE!

One thing that I love about my life is that I never know what is going to happen the next second. A friend of mine name David Woon, once told me that I have a lot of interesting people around me. (he is still reminding me that every time I have a new story to tell) At that moment, I wasn't convince. Sure, I have been telling pretty bazaar stories to him. Yet, I am not convince. But as I go more and more into my stories, I realise I do have a lot of interesting people around me. Those people, some just magically appeared in my life, some I welcomed them, some I pursued them and some are just meant to be. So when I am sitting at home and everyone thinks I am a loner and doesn't like socialising. Well, to those that know me, they know I have a pretty-damn-hell-weird-kick-ass LIFE!

P.S. Thanks, David. You showed me what a life I have all this while, that I have been over-shadowing it with all my pathetic-lame excuse about how boring life can be.

P.S.S. David, you have become on of those interesting people...

Little creature!

I got a call last night from a very odd friend. She called me and told me that kissed a random stranger last weekend. I have never imagine before that I would be the one she called after such adventurous moment in her life. (I mean what can I say, she is kinda in a relationship) But somehow, I was flattered. I know it is not a monumental thing but still, it makes me feel that she wants me in her life.

When she going on about how it happened, I was actually imagining myself doing it. It has always occur to me that I am that kind of person that would do something like that. Instead of what I am doing now. Home almost 24/7 - class. No movie night, no late night supper with friends, no shopping spree with "girls" and those other crazy stuff. I secretly wish I would have her courage to do what she have done and more, but I guess that just isn't me. It is just what I want to be. Like a little rebellious creature trap in my mind wanting to get out, but little did I know, that creature is comfortable at where she is.

I don't think its right but at the same time, it makes perfect sense. So I told her, I don't encourage it BUT I was happy she did it!

P.S. Sometimes, doing something wrong might just lead you to the right path...