I heard my heart shattered today. I knew this would be the last. It will never be mend again. Somehow I don't mind it to be a cycle, because I know at least there is still love...
I don't pray for her to find her way. I have no rights to say she is lost. Just pray that God would keep her safe and take care of her. Which is something that I can no longer do.
I know I am not much of a good friend to her. I apologies for that. But I would stand my ground for things that I did not do wrong. In which, I believe that she would come to understand it one day.
I will not say my goodbyes to any of 'her'. I no reason too. I always think that Blair is stupid. No matter what Serena does to her. She forgives. Somehow again, I believe that all three of us are the same. We just all need different time to adapt.
Both of you will do great. That is how both of you are. And always will be... I won't disappear. I won't run. I won't be in denial. I won't avoid. I would just be here. Then again, I start wondering...does it matter?
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
A long-lost post...
As much as I want to deny all facts that is hurling towards me. I can't. It is too true. Too real. It has always been this way actually. Or maybe it is just the after effect from the last incident. We have moved on, but for some people, they might still be caught up in the past. It is sad to admit that we are losing something. Something or someone that used to be so important in our life is basically tearing up our heart.
My mind is telling me, I don't know this stranger standing in front of me. Whereas my heart keep telling me to say hi, hug each other, talk and all sort of things a person would do when they meet or see a long lost someone in their life. I have tried. It is just not the same any more. There is like a sign asking me to move on. It is not going to be the same again. No matter how hard I try to be normal about the whole thing, it just keep showing me horrid images of how this is going to end.
My mind is telling me, I don't know this stranger standing in front of me. Whereas my heart keep telling me to say hi, hug each other, talk and all sort of things a person would do when they meet or see a long lost someone in their life. I have tried. It is just not the same any more. There is like a sign asking me to move on. It is not going to be the same again. No matter how hard I try to be normal about the whole thing, it just keep showing me horrid images of how this is going to end.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Budak sesat kat bandar besar_Part 2
Hello! I am back! To tell you about my very "sua ku" story of me being in KL. Lets just start off from where I stop on the previous post.
To be honest, Euphoria, eh.....! Not what I expected, truth, I don't actually know what to expect. I have never technically step into a club before. But Euphoria does make Melaka's clubs look very awful. Lucky for us, its ladies night, so free entrance and 1 drink. We do get more luckier because there were no traffic jam, got a packing spot straight away and it was Ne-Yo's after concert party. Yes people, yes, there is a BIG however coming up. HOWEVER, the drink was horrid (vodka + sprite), my heels were killing me and worst of all, we didn't even get to see Ne-Yo! We waited till 1 a.m.! I know, you might think it is still early anyway, but we understand that Feliz can't stay out too late. So we left at 1 a.m. SAD! T_T Although, we did manage to catch a bite at Station One. (Well for them its a bite, for me, its a meal.) When we got home, Mag and I decided not to bathe before we go to bed. While, we were sticky as super glue! We did end up sleeping well anyway, so whatever! Feliz and Mag slept with the dog in between them. Each time I got startle up, I would look over to check if the dog has been squash dead or not. Fortunately, she survive the night.
Not surprising, we slept till 12 p.m. on the next day. I was rushing to get ready because I have to bathe (with no conditioner, which means harder) and get ready in less than half hour. For me, that is hard! I feel sorry that her uncle have to wait for me in the car. We went Feliz's mum's office after that. We ate lunch there and waited for her, while taking care of her dog for her. Soon it was 3 p.m. She decided to go KLCC to meet up with her boyfriend (Teddy). Well we followed along and meet up with David on the way at KL Sentral. Reach KLCC with a hopeful thought of tasting Chilli's food for the 1st time. BUMMER! We waited for almost 15 minutes before the waiter and the manager and the supervisor have to come over and 'thrown' us out because animals are not allowed. In fact, animals are not allowed in KLCC too. We did manage to finish our Subway sandwich, before we got 'thrown' out again. This time by the KLCC securities. Dave and I have to bring the dog out 1st, while Mag waited for Feliz to come back from roaming the food court for food. Trust me, Mag was piss!
After that we went separate ways. Feliz and Teddy wnet and do their things and we continue our shopping. End up taking the LRT to Kelana Jaya and waited for the Ikano free shuttle bus for an hour. (P.S. Feliz pass by us but she did not stop. SOBZ!) Arrive at Ikano at about 9:30 p.m. We went Brands Outlet for a little shopping and crocs after that. Mag were very excited to introduced Ikea's meatballs to Dave. So we all decided in a whole to go for supper at Ikea. Mag end up buying only a damian cake and a cup of soft drinks, whereas, Dave and I got the 15 meatballs, 5 chicken wings and a bottle of mineral water. So much for a small supper. Dave is crazy! He complained to us about how little is the meatballs and they should serve more in a set. Mag and I struggle like mad lady trying to stuff 10 meatballs into us. Now, there he is complaining. We did actually plan to go The Curve after that, but it was too late.
In the end, Feliz and Teddy drove to Ikano and fetch Dave and us home. It was a short day, so Mag and I, well, CAN'T SLEEP. So I created a game called the "Truth & Lie". (this is because we can't play truth & dare, we were too lazy to move) It is a stupid but fun game. Most of the things that I've told Mag would scar her for life. (she will never eat at my house again!) We finally came into a mutual agreement that we should sleep (at around 3:30 a.m.) because we have to wake up at 8 a.m. tomorrow.
There goes Day 2...
To be honest, Euphoria, eh.....! Not what I expected, truth, I don't actually know what to expect. I have never technically step into a club before. But Euphoria does make Melaka's clubs look very awful. Lucky for us, its ladies night, so free entrance and 1 drink. We do get more luckier because there were no traffic jam, got a packing spot straight away and it was Ne-Yo's after concert party. Yes people, yes, there is a BIG however coming up. HOWEVER, the drink was horrid (vodka + sprite), my heels were killing me and worst of all, we didn't even get to see Ne-Yo! We waited till 1 a.m.! I know, you might think it is still early anyway, but we understand that Feliz can't stay out too late. So we left at 1 a.m. SAD! T_T Although, we did manage to catch a bite at Station One. (Well for them its a bite, for me, its a meal.) When we got home, Mag and I decided not to bathe before we go to bed. While, we were sticky as super glue! We did end up sleeping well anyway, so whatever! Feliz and Mag slept with the dog in between them. Each time I got startle up, I would look over to check if the dog has been squash dead or not. Fortunately, she survive the night.
Not surprising, we slept till 12 p.m. on the next day. I was rushing to get ready because I have to bathe (with no conditioner, which means harder) and get ready in less than half hour. For me, that is hard! I feel sorry that her uncle have to wait for me in the car. We went Feliz's mum's office after that. We ate lunch there and waited for her, while taking care of her dog for her. Soon it was 3 p.m. She decided to go KLCC to meet up with her boyfriend (Teddy). Well we followed along and meet up with David on the way at KL Sentral. Reach KLCC with a hopeful thought of tasting Chilli's food for the 1st time. BUMMER! We waited for almost 15 minutes before the waiter and the manager and the supervisor have to come over and 'thrown' us out because animals are not allowed. In fact, animals are not allowed in KLCC too. We did manage to finish our Subway sandwich, before we got 'thrown' out again. This time by the KLCC securities. Dave and I have to bring the dog out 1st, while Mag waited for Feliz to come back from roaming the food court for food. Trust me, Mag was piss!
After that we went separate ways. Feliz and Teddy wnet and do their things and we continue our shopping. End up taking the LRT to Kelana Jaya and waited for the Ikano free shuttle bus for an hour. (P.S. Feliz pass by us but she did not stop. SOBZ!) Arrive at Ikano at about 9:30 p.m. We went Brands Outlet for a little shopping and crocs after that. Mag were very excited to introduced Ikea's meatballs to Dave. So we all decided in a whole to go for supper at Ikea. Mag end up buying only a damian cake and a cup of soft drinks, whereas, Dave and I got the 15 meatballs, 5 chicken wings and a bottle of mineral water. So much for a small supper. Dave is crazy! He complained to us about how little is the meatballs and they should serve more in a set. Mag and I struggle like mad lady trying to stuff 10 meatballs into us. Now, there he is complaining. We did actually plan to go The Curve after that, but it was too late.
In the end, Feliz and Teddy drove to Ikano and fetch Dave and us home. It was a short day, so Mag and I, well, CAN'T SLEEP. So I created a game called the "Truth & Lie". (this is because we can't play truth & dare, we were too lazy to move) It is a stupid but fun game. Most of the things that I've told Mag would scar her for life. (she will never eat at my house again!) We finally came into a mutual agreement that we should sleep (at around 3:30 a.m.) because we have to wake up at 8 a.m. tomorrow.
There goes Day 2...
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Budak sesat kat bandar besar _ Part 1
If I am a writer, I would write down every emotion, words can describe. But I am not a writer, so I could only use simple words and words that I have learn all my life till now...
Experiences are earn with the pay back of sweat, tears, fear, happiness, hurt and all the other bombastic words Magdeline can put in my mind. So as for now (according to my mum), I am in KL to learn my way, and my mum have assign Mag as her assistant to supervise me in my quest through KL for this 3 days. Trying to reach KL is already a challenge. Try keeping your pee in you for 1 and a half hour, and run down from the bus into Puduraya's toilet. It was quite an experience even though it is not the first time. Meanwhile, Mag have the abilities to manipulate my mind, making me feel and think like I am a lost fly in a big city. Trust me, it is not a nice feeling!
Journey to Mag's house is rather soothing, even though we have to go through jam-pack LRT + rushing in between LRT inter-change trying to catch the next tren + standing while trying so hard to keep the bag in my hand and finally, sitting in a very very HOT taxi. Mag's house was not as bad as I have in mind. Though something I saw in her room might scar me for life. (it have something to do with her brother, but MOVING ON) Before I realise that Mag was screaming at the top of her lungs due to the mess in her room (cause by her brother again), hunger is getting to me. I could hear my stomach grumble like a speaker blowing in my ears.
The first thing that come on my mind when the number 88 appear is usually superstitious chinese man walking in my mind. So I have never really like the number, because for me its kind of stupid. Today, number 88 have finally proof itself useful by transporting me to Ikea for my meatballs! I have lots of meatballs, lots of them. But because Mag have trick me into buying 10 meatballs instead of 5. Which cause a huge catastrophe to happen, I COULDN'T FINISH MY MEATBALLS! I shall and will hold the grudge on Mag for this for as long as meatballs exist.
Apparently calling Feliz to come to the meatballs rescue was a mistake. She just end up chasing us to pack those meatballs up because she have rush back to her mum's office before the jam in the so called "big apple" of Malaysia begin. Don't worry. We did make it back on time. Oh, almost forgot, Feliz brought a poodle (puppy) along with her when she was "coming to the rescue". I have to say, the puppy is really obedient. She can just snuggle up to any of our thighs and just sit there looking around. She don't even bark much. I think I am falling in love with her... Looking forward for her company tonight during our sleepover.
As for night plans, well its simple, 1 word, EUPHORIA! That story shall be in the next post... Stay tuned! ^_^
Experiences are earn with the pay back of sweat, tears, fear, happiness, hurt and all the other bombastic words Magdeline can put in my mind. So as for now (according to my mum), I am in KL to learn my way, and my mum have assign Mag as her assistant to supervise me in my quest through KL for this 3 days. Trying to reach KL is already a challenge. Try keeping your pee in you for 1 and a half hour, and run down from the bus into Puduraya's toilet. It was quite an experience even though it is not the first time. Meanwhile, Mag have the abilities to manipulate my mind, making me feel and think like I am a lost fly in a big city. Trust me, it is not a nice feeling!
Journey to Mag's house is rather soothing, even though we have to go through jam-pack LRT + rushing in between LRT inter-change trying to catch the next tren + standing while trying so hard to keep the bag in my hand and finally, sitting in a very very HOT taxi. Mag's house was not as bad as I have in mind. Though something I saw in her room might scar me for life. (it have something to do with her brother, but MOVING ON) Before I realise that Mag was screaming at the top of her lungs due to the mess in her room (cause by her brother again), hunger is getting to me. I could hear my stomach grumble like a speaker blowing in my ears.
The first thing that come on my mind when the number 88 appear is usually superstitious chinese man walking in my mind. So I have never really like the number, because for me its kind of stupid. Today, number 88 have finally proof itself useful by transporting me to Ikea for my meatballs! I have lots of meatballs, lots of them. But because Mag have trick me into buying 10 meatballs instead of 5. Which cause a huge catastrophe to happen, I COULDN'T FINISH MY MEATBALLS! I shall and will hold the grudge on Mag for this for as long as meatballs exist.
Apparently calling Feliz to come to the meatballs rescue was a mistake. She just end up chasing us to pack those meatballs up because she have rush back to her mum's office before the jam in the so called "big apple" of Malaysia begin. Don't worry. We did make it back on time. Oh, almost forgot, Feliz brought a poodle (puppy) along with her when she was "coming to the rescue". I have to say, the puppy is really obedient. She can just snuggle up to any of our thighs and just sit there looking around. She don't even bark much. I think I am falling in love with her... Looking forward for her company tonight during our sleepover.
As for night plans, well its simple, 1 word, EUPHORIA! That story shall be in the next post... Stay tuned! ^_^
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
January Holidays Plan!
When out tonight with Mag... Both of us are so lifeless! Haha! She is too bored staying at home everyday with no internet, I am too bored staying at home everyday too but I have internet. Anyhow, I am still bored. Nothing else to do. Well I'm just too lazy to do anything that involve moving more than my fingers. I sound SO LAZY!
I force her to get a drink at Starbucks today. I want the 2010 planner so badly. For what? I don't know. I just never had it before. So I want it! I got it, thanks to my mum for yesterday's hot chocolate and Mag for buying a drink today. We sat at MP Starbucks for an hour talking about all kinds of things. Well, most of it are kind of kinky. I mean it is normal when you put me and Mag together. That is usual the result.
For what I have done for these few days, well, I decided to have a vacation with the girls! Me, Mag and Feliz! I wanted to go Singapore with Mag at first, but money issue came up and miss Maggie does not have a passport... Moving on. Then I suggested Penang, which we both agree on too. Here comes the but. BUT, I realise with my mum's sudden questioning, that my holidays end on the 18th. So that would mean no time to plan. How sad right?
Not to worry. I came up with the last resort. Vacation De Le Damansara! Yup! Going up to KL this Thursday! With Mag of course, coming back with her too. (please pray for me anyone who reads this, pray that she won't bail on me last minute) We, include me, Mag and Feliz, are spending hopefully two nights at Mag's house in Kota Damansara! I am not putting too much hope in it. Every time I put too much hope everything usually came down crashing.
I love how the plan is so random. Out of the blues. LOVE IT!
P.S. Dave doesn't know about this. I don't want his brother or his parents or worst HIM, thinks that I go up there for him. That, I am clingy. I wasn't thinking about him at all when I plan this. I dare to post this up is because he never reads my blog. Advantages! Hehe! So please.... Shh....
I force her to get a drink at Starbucks today. I want the 2010 planner so badly. For what? I don't know. I just never had it before. So I want it! I got it, thanks to my mum for yesterday's hot chocolate and Mag for buying a drink today. We sat at MP Starbucks for an hour talking about all kinds of things. Well, most of it are kind of kinky. I mean it is normal when you put me and Mag together. That is usual the result.
For what I have done for these few days, well, I decided to have a vacation with the girls! Me, Mag and Feliz! I wanted to go Singapore with Mag at first, but money issue came up and miss Maggie does not have a passport... Moving on. Then I suggested Penang, which we both agree on too. Here comes the but. BUT, I realise with my mum's sudden questioning, that my holidays end on the 18th. So that would mean no time to plan. How sad right?
Not to worry. I came up with the last resort. Vacation De Le Damansara! Yup! Going up to KL this Thursday! With Mag of course, coming back with her too. (please pray for me anyone who reads this, pray that she won't bail on me last minute) We, include me, Mag and Feliz, are spending hopefully two nights at Mag's house in Kota Damansara! I am not putting too much hope in it. Every time I put too much hope everything usually came down crashing.
I love how the plan is so random. Out of the blues. LOVE IT!
P.S. Dave doesn't know about this. I don't want his brother or his parents or worst HIM, thinks that I go up there for him. That, I am clingy. I wasn't thinking about him at all when I plan this. I dare to post this up is because he never reads my blog. Advantages! Hehe! So please.... Shh....
Monday, May 11, 2009
Weekend sleep over at Mag's house
THE slumber party is over..... I won't call it a slumber party though. Its more of a sleep over. Everything didn't went according to plan except the beach thing. Love that part! With the moon and sea breeze and Dave there... It is so prefect!
Desmond turn out to be really cool..... He don't talk much but he is kinda fun to hang around with. As usual, me and Mag are constantly crazy. Laughing for no specific reason. Like two lunatic. Haha!!! LOVE HER LOTZ!!!!! The cooking was fun. I went girly when it comes to cooking. Running away for the pan. As far as possible. Finally, Mag take over. Haiz.... pai sheh.... Des's squid was awesome.... Mag keep eating. Hide beside her and keep eating. Is her plan. I knew it! She don't want let me eat! SOBZ.... Her evil plan! The chicken soup was extremely salty! It is over my limit! Even i think it is salty.
Dave is so sick... He is burning when i went and see him. Gave him all the medicine but end up at night he eats McDonald with us. And he quote ''It is because lack of McDonald that make me sick. I should eat more! By tomorrow i am sure to be healthy''. I don't know how it happen. But the next day he is really fine. Fever is gone. It is so weird....... I wonder will that work for me.....?????
Over all it was fun and great... There is only two things that suck! 1st is at night. Can't sleep for 2 whole night!!!! 2nd is something very sensitive..... I rather not say... Only people there with me would know. Mag would be the most understanding 1. Because even she can't stand it.... LOLZ.....
Desmond turn out to be really cool..... He don't talk much but he is kinda fun to hang around with. As usual, me and Mag are constantly crazy. Laughing for no specific reason. Like two lunatic. Haha!!! LOVE HER LOTZ!!!!! The cooking was fun. I went girly when it comes to cooking. Running away for the pan. As far as possible. Finally, Mag take over. Haiz.... pai sheh.... Des's squid was awesome.... Mag keep eating. Hide beside her and keep eating. Is her plan. I knew it! She don't want let me eat! SOBZ.... Her evil plan! The chicken soup was extremely salty! It is over my limit! Even i think it is salty.
Dave is so sick... He is burning when i went and see him. Gave him all the medicine but end up at night he eats McDonald with us. And he quote ''It is because lack of McDonald that make me sick. I should eat more! By tomorrow i am sure to be healthy''. I don't know how it happen. But the next day he is really fine. Fever is gone. It is so weird....... I wonder will that work for me.....?????
Over all it was fun and great... There is only two things that suck! 1st is at night. Can't sleep for 2 whole night!!!! 2nd is something very sensitive..... I rather not say... Only people there with me would know. Mag would be the most understanding 1. Because even she can't stand it.... LOLZ.....
Friday, May 8, 2009
Slumber Party!
Mother's Day is coming.... I haven't got a clue of what i wanna get for my mom. I am super dead! Dave is another problem. He haven't even thought of Mother's Day yet. I am so screwed!
So...slumber party this weekend at Mag's house. Wow! It is going to be great. I mean Mag, Des, me, Dave, Phoebe and Ivan is going to be there. Is going to be so fun. Until i got a call from Mag telling me that her friend feel awkward about me being there. That hurts! Why does all this things always happen??? And Ivan don't even like the idea that i am around. More hurt! Ouch! Maybe i should not go... But i know that will just piss Mag off more. She is already piss like crap now. I don't wanna make things worse. I just hope things would turn out fine.... If only i could do something to make it better. Love you Maggie! Mxx!!!!
So...slumber party this weekend at Mag's house. Wow! It is going to be great. I mean Mag, Des, me, Dave, Phoebe and Ivan is going to be there. Is going to be so fun. Until i got a call from Mag telling me that her friend feel awkward about me being there. That hurts! Why does all this things always happen??? And Ivan don't even like the idea that i am around. More hurt! Ouch! Maybe i should not go... But i know that will just piss Mag off more. She is already piss like crap now. I don't wanna make things worse. I just hope things would turn out fine.... If only i could do something to make it better. Love you Maggie! Mxx!!!!
Monday, April 13, 2009
A partially broken friendship....
For a person that doesn't really believe in God. I am definitely being bless with lots of things. I don't know whether i should be happy or sad or frustrated or ANYTHING. She mean a lot to me. I have already almost lost a sister. I don't wish to lose another. Both of them have walk me through lots of crappy and silly stuff in my life. But i don't really care about how crappy and silly those moments are. I just remember that they are there. No matter what. Laughing, crying, hugging and even cursing together. Who cares what people think right?? When you have the most important people in your life holding your hands and walk you through it.
My elder sister is a great person. A bit temper of course. (who doesn't have) But she is still great. She might not have all the experience in life. And might not always know what to advice me when i come to her with the most weirdest and childish problem. But she is still there, just holding the phone and listen to me cry. Listen to me complain about my so-call-pathetic life. It just make me feel so stupid thinking back. Haha...
My little sister is a ....... CRAZY girl. Me and her have a more complicated relationship than me and my elder sister. We have been schoolmate since primary school. We are not really good friends then. Everything started at Form 3. She is not the most prefect sister. You might even have a huge headache talking to her sometimes. (she can eat your mind) Haha.... She might have also like some really unsuitable guys in the past. But that doesn't matter. No one is prefect. Not even me. I have made some really stupid mistake of mine too. The point is, she has been a really awesome sister to me. When i am sad, i call her, i will cry. But she don't give a damn. Nothing can make her stop saying silly things just to make me smile and laugh like hell. She would go at any length to make me not sane and just go crazy and remind me what my propose in life is. Live life to the fullest everyday.
Three of us have gone through many obstacle in our friendship. We sometimes get influence by what others says and we did something that hurt our friendship. A year ago, something very unpleasant happen. I am not blaming anyone for what that has happen.Because that would not do any good. The incident have shaken our friendship. And now it is partially broken. My elder sister is trying to find herself on her own. I respect that and i know we all have to go through that stage in our life somehow. My little sister, she is facing college. It is tough but i know she can hang in there. She will blend in. But that is also probably the most scariest thing i am facing right now. She will blend in. I don't want to say much. in case i offend anyone. I just wish history does not repeat the THIRD time....
P.S The comment really stunned me. It caught me off guard. I thought you know me. Out of all the people.....
My elder sister is a great person. A bit temper of course. (who doesn't have) But she is still great. She might not have all the experience in life. And might not always know what to advice me when i come to her with the most weirdest and childish problem. But she is still there, just holding the phone and listen to me cry. Listen to me complain about my so-call-pathetic life. It just make me feel so stupid thinking back. Haha...
My little sister is a ....... CRAZY girl. Me and her have a more complicated relationship than me and my elder sister. We have been schoolmate since primary school. We are not really good friends then. Everything started at Form 3. She is not the most prefect sister. You might even have a huge headache talking to her sometimes. (she can eat your mind) Haha.... She might have also like some really unsuitable guys in the past. But that doesn't matter. No one is prefect. Not even me. I have made some really stupid mistake of mine too. The point is, she has been a really awesome sister to me. When i am sad, i call her, i will cry. But she don't give a damn. Nothing can make her stop saying silly things just to make me smile and laugh like hell. She would go at any length to make me not sane and just go crazy and remind me what my propose in life is. Live life to the fullest everyday.
Three of us have gone through many obstacle in our friendship. We sometimes get influence by what others says and we did something that hurt our friendship. A year ago, something very unpleasant happen. I am not blaming anyone for what that has happen.Because that would not do any good. The incident have shaken our friendship. And now it is partially broken. My elder sister is trying to find herself on her own. I respect that and i know we all have to go through that stage in our life somehow. My little sister, she is facing college. It is tough but i know she can hang in there. She will blend in. But that is also probably the most scariest thing i am facing right now. She will blend in. I don't want to say much. in case i offend anyone. I just wish history does not repeat the THIRD time....
P.S The comment really stunned me. It caught me off guard. I thought you know me. Out of all the people.....
Friday, February 20, 2009
Random...???
I love this picture so much.... when we are crazy together....
My sister... She is always the best in those woo-hoo things!!! Hehe...
Me and my bro.... Love him lots....After movies with him and my friends... Isnt he cute??? Best guy in the world o....
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Surprises from my sis....
I have never thought that i mean so much to her.... I have always thought that F was always first in her mind.... Until today..... I have just read her blog... It surprise me a lot... I have always been and still am always the first 1.... And that i am that important to her... I dont remember what i have done to deserve that... I have always try my best to be there but she never seem to want it.... When she ran away from home, i beg my mum to let her stay at my house even for a night... But she always refuse my help....
Now i wonder... How many people some more that is out there that i mean so much to???? That i have never know.... Or am i just dreaming... I am not important at all to anyone...
Now i wonder... How many people some more that is out there that i mean so much to???? That i have never know.... Or am i just dreaming... I am not important at all to anyone...
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