This is NOT who I am. This is what I WANT to be.

There are several people that I care about in my life that always makes me want to stab myself in the heart when I am trying to talk some sense into them. They make me so frustrated and mad and helpless! They make me feel AWFUL! Dave told me once, that he can't stand people that don't know what they are doing but are still doing it, even though other people have told them it is not right. He said that he prefer people that still do what they want to do even though they know its wrong. Because at least they have a clear conscious of what they are doing.

I DISAGREE! People that don't know what they are doing still have hope in finding out the crack. They still have hope. They still can be help. As for people that know what they are doing but still go on living their everyday life doing SHITS that they think is right, well... They are the most hopeless and pathetic ones.

I always use the sentence " This is who I am. This is how I do it." It is not wrong to use it, but we used it so often that we have unconsciously glued our self to the stupid fact that THIS IS WHO WE ARE. It makes us stop growing as a person. Stop opening up our heart and eyes to see the world. To evaluate matters. To accept people. Differently. We prisoned our self!

I was one of the victim too. Everyone around you is telling you to be who you are. Be yourself. There is a deeper meaning to that sentence. It is not just about being who you are now, it is about being who you want yourself to be! It is about making decision based on who you want to be.