So here we are again. I would thought that this kind of sh*t is behind me. I guessed not. So what is it? In order for people to like me, I have to act not like myself. I should act like a snob adult that I hate so much because that is what expected of me at my age. To act all high and mighty and a know it all. A girl that carry herself with all that freaking expectation that society is so-called branding it as sexist and insensitive.
Please do not get me wrong. I get that everyone is a freaking hypocrite when it comes to certain part in life. Well I guess this is the only part that I never really get. Something drove me to it 3 years ago. I was so sick and tired of being treated like a kid and not being viewed as an adult just because I am different. I rebelled and became someone and be with someone that make me hate that side of myself so much. Just to prove a freaking point. I would have thought that I already got a grasp of it by now.
What am I doing that is so wrong? I am not ranting about how I am not wrong. I am really seriously curious. Am I doing something wrong? Am I really suppose to act like someone I am not just so everyone will take me seriously? Is ironic how the world keep telling you to be yourself but this kind of sh*t happens so often.
This should not bother me as much as it used to. I will never get used to this isn't it? This will ALWAYS bother me isn't it? #fml
