Me = xxx????

Very confused... I guess i am being really stupid asking her who is it... But i really dont know at that moment.... I cant put my hand on the delete button to delete those post.... To me, those are my stories....my past... It does not matter to me whether it is sad, happy or anything else... What matter is, it is my past and i would really want it to be a part of me now... Because my past have made me who i am now.... I might not be prefect. I might have people that dislike me... But whatever it is, i love who i am now.... I am learning everyday from everything i did in my past... So i really cant find a way to delete them... I am really sorry my mei mei.... I know you would think i am really selfish for hurting you.... But it has been a choice that i have made from the day i start accepting myself... I love and care for you very very much.... But i am sorry about the choice that i have made.....