I had a fantasy from the day I met you. I never run wild till I was sure. I remember staring at you across the lab. At that moment I was certain about a few things... I was 17.
1) I am going to be with that guy.
2) I love him.
3) I know he loves me.
Now,
1) We love each other.
2) I am going to marry him.
3) He is not yet the man he could be...
My question to myself now is, what am I willing to give up?
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^_^ what you mean by giving up things? ow... you make me smile hehe!!
Well, I did gave up something... I gave you up. In order for you to be able to be the man you can be, I have got to let you do it without me.
I am sorry that I have did that. I was selfish to have done that. But I have tried so many other ways to help you to be more than what you could be when you were with me. None of it worked.
I have no idea would you be able to EVER read this. Either way, those things that I have wrote might not come true any more. But at least the one that I most wish for will...
Thanks. I don't know what to say. I just wanna say thank you. You gave me a chance to show you love and care. I'm sorry that I didn't gave you a break earlier, thinking of it now just make me feel like a kid. So embarrassing. seeing your reply makes me really happy and sad at the same time. I don't know how to face you girls anymore, really sorry that our relationship had to be like this. I don't know when or how will I ever be able to talk with you girls without having to not let her know. don't even know what to talk to you about when we meet again. It'll be real nice if we get to meet each other and have the feeling we're meeting for the first time. just like a refresh button. Hope you'll remember me forever as you will always be my most precious memory. I really do hope i will fulfill that wish you most wished for. Most of all I'm still here if you really need me til the very end. it's really hard to leave here lol.. miss you so much. Take care always. (-^_^-)
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