The more I try to make myself feel secure about the future, the more I can see how insecure it is. I realize that we are so different. In a way, it has taught me so much. YOU have taught me so much.
I no longer dare to look ahead. Cause from where I am looking, it looks cloudy. I do not know why am I still here though. If it was me last time. I would have bail. But not this time, no matter how horrible I felt sometime, I still have the heart to stay on.
If this ever end, I owe you everything. Whoever I end up to be in the future, you have contributed to it. I love you ever bit for that.
My heart and brain has never felt this way before, till now. I can never describe how it has changed me. Changing me in this case.
I do hope this last. I really do. I love you.
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