UNDER PROBATION!

Have you ever tried waking up staring at your computer screen and couldn't believe what you are looking at and wondering should you go hang yourself on the spot or just go back to sleep? In my case, I was leading to the sleeping zone but I did not manage to put my head back down to my pillow due to increasing death thoughts in my mind. So physically I was heading to sleep but mentally I was secretly hoping for death.

My result is bad.... REAL BAD! It is so bad that I am under probation. (the price I have to pay for enjoying in Genting) Now I have to drop two subject out of the 6 I am suppose to be taking this trimester. Will I end up graduating later than the rest of my classmates??? (not including Joyesh ~i hope) This SUCK! Worst of all is that I have no 1 to blame but myself! WHY!!!???? Why am I so dumb????!!!

Entering afternoon did not make my day better. I have to sit through Financial Accounting class under serious heat. There is no air-condition and there is only 1 stupid stand fan that doesn't turn. Thank goodness it ended in an hour. Went to SPB trying to bump into David but unsuccessful. Since I am currently out of credit, I couldn't contact him. I have to get my credit, and to students of MMU, they know that the only place to get credit in MMU is at Plaza Siswa using that stupid Kodak machine. (you will know why I call it stupid soon) It has always been a stupid machine but today it might just reach it maximum point of stupidity. We are suppose to get a receipt after we put in the money and done all the other procedures. For me today, I did not get mine! Why am I so mad over a receipt is because the top-up code is suppose to be on that receipt! Then I kind of trick a guy in buying a top-up without telling him my story. I know I shouldn't have done that but I can't help it. I was hot and sweating and wondering whether is there class or not later and my result and under probation. To be short, I was under tremendous stress! So there you go, I have cause that guy a RM 10 top-up. Although I have to say I don't feel guilty at all.

M3 and my pathetic friendless life...

Every where i turn in my class, i see groups of people. There is Chinese group, Malay group, Indian group, emo group, smart group and etc... Then i realise something, i am sitting in the middle of all the groups. ALONE! All by myself. I have known that this would happen the moment i stepped into my class 2 months ago. I guess i have been denying it all this time. But now i realise i would never fit in to any of those groups. Not that i am picky. Is just that i am so crazy-weirdly-different from all of them. The way i see things, the way i speak, the way i through life, the things i do, the right and wrong i think, is just so different from all of them.

Its sad, you know... How i go to class alone, go back alone, at home alone again, go out only with my boyfriend. Is like i don't have a life at all. Even married woman don't do that! I have no friends to go shopping with, hang out, talk about silly stuff, sleepover and etc. All i do whole day at home is either sleep or online. I sound so BLOODY BORING!

1st Nexus article....

MMU Melaka, 10th July 2009 - Once again, the Robotic Challenge Week has been held on Friday and through out the whole weekend in the Main Hall. This year’s main sponsor for this event is non other than the Cytron Technologies, which has support this event since last year. The theme for this 4th yearly event is Robotic World, Our World.
The event was officiated by Vice President of Multimedia University (academic), Assoc. Prof. Dr. Wong Eng Kiong and also Presidents of Robotic Club, Engineering Society, IEM, IET. Followed by President of Jawatankuasa Negeri Pelajaran, Sains & Teknologi dan Sumber Manusia Melaka, Y.B. Datuk Hj Yaakub bin Md Amin.
There were varieties of games, such as Mini Competitions, SuGo and Sumo Robot Competitions, Line Following Robot Competition and etc. Quoted by the winner of SuGo Robot Competition, Chio WenChong, “Though the food and drinks weren’t provided but overall the committee members are kind and friendly.” The main supporting event for this year was the Combat Robot Competition. It was divided into two categories, open and close categories. According to some participants, the event had increased their experience in robot building.
Demonstrations from different exhibitors were held throughout the event. One of the main attractions was the “Shopping Maid” demonstration by Cytron Technologies. Many visitors find all the robots very unique in their own way, because of their designs and functions.
The winners for this year’s Combat Robot Competition, open category, were Uni 10 from UNITEN Putrajaya Campus, which walked away with the 1st prize of RM 1200. Whereas the 1st runner-up goes to UMTech from University Malaya, with RM 800. War Saw from Japan-Malaysia Technical Institute that came in as 2nd runner-up, took home RM 400. Lastly, Pensil from MMU came in 4th place.
The vision of the President of Robotics Club for this event was to touch the hearts of all and give awareness to the public.

1st SPB meeting!

It has been soooooooo long since the last time i feel so excited to post something in my blog. My Uni life ROCKS!!!!!!!! It is very hard to believe that i am mixing around making friends. Having good friends. Doing fine in my project and learning new things.

Out off all that, i have made the most crazy decision by joining the SPB! I am in the Student Publication Board but that is not the end. There is a twist... I am in the content section! I am writing for MMU SPB website! (nexus.mmu.edu.my) I am writing my FIRST officially article. At first i thought i made the wrong choice but going to the meeting tonight make realise how much i would be missing if i give up on this. I do not know if i can do a good job in writing for them but i am here to learn. I want to know how to write. Looking at the whole content group makes me feel so intimidated.... They all look so smart and so good in english. Joanne Loke, SPB editor in chief... She have my dream job.... Even without pay, i would love to be at her position.

I have to write an article about the up-coming Robotic Competition next week. My partner is Michelle. Haha i know.. funny but who cares we might just make a great team!

True Friends????

I went to class this morning and i sat at the fifth row. (if i am not wrong) I was waiting for my friend T and another guy friend. I was waiting for quite sometime and they haven't arrive yet, so i went to the toilet. When i came back, they was sitting in front. But i just ignore it. When the class is over they never even bother to say hi or bye when see me. They just walk pass me. At that point, i just sat there and wonder ''Does everyone in this world dislike me??? What did i do??? Am i unfriendly or rude???''. Questions was pouring like waterfall in my head.

After i sign the attendance list, i walk out knowing that i would be alone after this. Wondering around campus or going library to pretend like i am studying so that i don't look so pathetic. To my surprise, when i push the door, my group members from yesterdays class was there waiting for me! They told me the others have something to do...so they have to leave first. I was shocked! WOW! There is actually someone waiting for me! They even accompany me to make my student ID smart card. Then we when to breakfast together at Plaza Siswa where we meet up with others and walk to class after that.

P.S. I hope this last.... (I sound so PATHETIC) It was like that for the first few days with T but now i just seem to be like a very very common friend where she only come for help....

My first presentation!

THANK YOU guys SO much!!!! I am very sorry i don't know all my group members name. But you guys just made my day! I love my group! I hope i did not offend anyone when i ask you guys to do things just now. Is like i am ordering you guys around. Very very sorry. Overall, we did a GREAT job! My lecturer thinks it is a good idea!

Company name (aka group name) : DR3AM Management

Service that we provide : We are a management company which help corporations, companies and other organization to manage events or sell and promote a product.

Basically, for this project in Fundamental of Business....we create a piggy bank out of rubbish or waste product and we call it a "Moving Home". It is a piggy bank that we bring around to collect money for charity.

P.S. I have never in my life thought that i would be able to do it! To stand in front of 100 students and do a presentation! I was having cold sweat, trembling and FREAKING OUT! But I DID IT! Can anyone of you believe it??? I did it!!! Me... Christine Lee DID IT!!! I still find it unbelievable!

After registration in MMU

Just reach home from MMU. To my surprise, i kinda like the whole thing.... Its fun! Lots of singing and monkey dances but entirely its FUN! When we reach at 3 p.m., we are being divided into different teams with different colours. I got green. Hehe GO GREEN! How awesome is that???!!! Soon Aik is in my group too. G4! There is about 10 groups in each team. (i guess) Then i found out (and i think), we are the only team that is having rehearsal for tomorrow opening ceremony. Speeches is something i am not looking forward to....

2.44 p.m. ~ Reach Joyesh's house. Waited for him in the car for 3 minutes. I got no idea what is taking him so long. We are already gonna be late....

2.51 p.m. ~ Reach MMU. Oooo ''scary''..... I ask Joyesh to take my water for me in his bag. Surprisingly again, he said yes. Then we walk in together to the main hall. Saw Yuvanesh, Sandip (i hope i spell right, if not then i am sorry), Renee, Shereen, Indhu, Shamin and Jace. (hmmm... i wonder where he is....)

3.12 p.m. ~ Move to the field. Being divided according to the sticker on our temporary ID card. Hear boring speeches and seniors trying to make us scream. (weird....) This is also where i receive the HORRID news.... We have to be at the field by 7 a.m. tomorrow. (KILL ME!!!!)

3.50 p.m. ~ Move to the main hall. (only for green team) Practice ''cheering'' and singing for tomorrow.

6.28 p.m. ~ Move out of the hall and towards the field again. This time is for the food! Hahahahahahaha FINALLY!!!!! FOOD!!!! But it sucks so no point...

The whole event was actually quite nice. Except the part where we need to wear formal and stand under the sun at 3 p.m. in the AFTERNOON! Other than that was ok....

Registration morning in MMU

A quick post before i have 2 get ready and go MMU again... Can anyone imagine??? We have to be wearing formal shirt with that hot sunny weather out there... We are all going to melt! Anyway, when to MMU this morning for registration. I woke up early and reach there half and hour before the time stated on the paper... But it turns out i don't have to go SO early because the registration will be going on till 2 p.m. How happy i was there...when i hear that news... Dreaming about how i could get this done as soon as possible and head home to my lovely comfy bed... But NOOOOO!!! We have to be back there at 3 p.m. Under the hot sun. At the field. Oh GOD!

Next, the registration kit i got was a green bag with a shirt (which is not even my size)(i got no idea what is the point when they as me to state down my shirt size when they are not even looking at it), a bottle of water and 2 small booklets which are suppose to help me through the whole orientation (i don't know how). Overall, it was ok... But WAIT till i talk about tomorrow and the rest of the days of orientation... It is SUCK-ISH!!!! Thats it for now....

Just updating

I have just receive the offer letter from MMU the other day.... I feel so suck-ish... I applied for foundation but i guess i am just to stupid so they put me down to diploma... I really dont want to go for diploma.... It make me feel so unqualified for foundation.... But i talk to a friend today and he encourage me to go for diploma..... I can still work my way up from there.... Just have to be more hardworking.... Well then, thanks to him... I have decided that i will stick to diploma.... I am fortunate enough to have a chance to study. So i should not be so picky.... I mean it is my own fault for getting such horrible result.... I have myself to blame for everything....

David leave for NS again today. After few days of MC from NS due to his gastric..... Really want him to be back and dont have to go again.... But instead i just pray hard that he will be fine and stay healthy. Thats all that matter.... I will wait.... It is only 2 months and a few weeks left.... (Oi! I sound so pathetic!) Time will go fast.... Nothing to worry about..... He will be back and this time i hope (please GOD!!! Let us finish that level) we can finish HOTD4.... We are always so close..... Err.....hate it!