Budak sesat kat bandar besar _ Part 1

If I am a writer, I would write down every emotion, words can describe. But I am not a writer, so I could only use simple words and words that I have learn all my life till now...

Experiences are earn with the pay back of sweat, tears, fear, happiness, hurt and all the other bombastic words Magdeline can put in my mind. So as for now (according to my mum), I am in KL to learn my way, and my mum have assign Mag as her assistant to supervise me in my quest through KL for this 3 days. Trying to reach KL is already a challenge. Try keeping your pee in you for 1 and a half hour, and run down from the bus into Puduraya's toilet. It was quite an experience even though it is not the first time. Meanwhile, Mag have the abilities to manipulate my mind, making me feel and think like I am a lost fly in a big city. Trust me, it is not a nice feeling!

Journey to Mag's house is rather soothing, even though we have to go through jam-pack LRT + rushing in between LRT inter-change trying to catch the next tren + standing while trying so hard to keep the bag in my hand and finally, sitting in a very very HOT taxi. Mag's house was not as bad as I have in mind. Though something I saw in her room might scar me for life. (it have something to do with her brother, but MOVING ON) Before I realise that Mag was screaming at the top of her lungs due to the mess in her room (cause by her brother again), hunger is getting to me. I could hear my stomach grumble like a speaker blowing in my ears.

The first thing that come on my mind when the number 88 appear is usually superstitious chinese man walking in my mind. So I have never really like the number, because for me its kind of stupid. Today, number 88 have finally proof itself useful by transporting me to Ikea for my meatballs! I have lots of meatballs, lots of them. But because Mag have trick me into buying 10 meatballs instead of 5. Which cause a huge catastrophe to happen, I COULDN'T FINISH MY MEATBALLS! I shall and will hold the grudge on Mag for this for as long as meatballs exist.

Apparently calling Feliz to come to the meatballs rescue was a mistake. She just end up chasing us to pack those meatballs up because she have rush back to her mum's office before the jam in the so called "big apple" of Malaysia begin. Don't worry. We did make it back on time. Oh, almost forgot, Feliz brought a poodle (puppy) along with her when she was "coming to the rescue". I have to say, the puppy is really obedient. She can just snuggle up to any of our thighs and just sit there looking around. She don't even bark much. I think I am falling in love with her... Looking forward for her company tonight during our sleepover.

As for night plans, well its simple, 1 word, EUPHORIA! That story shall be in the next post... Stay tuned! ^_^

Another should-not-be-existing day...

Slept at 6 this MORNING. Woke up 2 hours ago. All thanks to Mag! Hate being woken up by phone call. Then worse, saw something that I wouldn't want to see in the morning. A wrong message send by Dave. It was supposedly to be send to a certain someone. As for now, I am on my bed again. In front of my notebook. Trying to find some entertainment, which is clearly a failure. Suppose to be in Starbizz today. I will go later. (I think) If not my mum will start nagging again.

January Holidays Plan!

When out tonight with Mag... Both of us are so lifeless! Haha! She is too bored staying at home everyday with no internet, I am too bored staying at home everyday too but I have internet. Anyhow, I am still bored. Nothing else to do. Well I'm just too lazy to do anything that involve moving more than my fingers. I sound SO LAZY!

I force her to get a drink at Starbucks today. I want the 2010 planner so badly. For what? I don't know. I just never had it before. So I want it! I got it, thanks to my mum for yesterday's hot chocolate and Mag for buying a drink today. We sat at MP Starbucks for an hour talking about all kinds of things. Well, most of it are kind of kinky. I mean it is normal when you put me and Mag together. That is usual the result.

For what I have done for these few days, well, I decided to have a vacation with the girls! Me, Mag and Feliz! I wanted to go Singapore with Mag at first, but money issue came up and miss Maggie does not have a passport... Moving on. Then I suggested Penang, which we both agree on too. Here comes the but. BUT, I realise with my mum's sudden questioning, that my holidays end on the 18th. So that would mean no time to plan. How sad right?

Not to worry. I came up with the last resort. Vacation De Le Damansara! Yup! Going up to KL this Thursday! With Mag of course, coming back with her too. (please pray for me anyone who reads this, pray that she won't bail on me last minute) We, include me, Mag and Feliz, are spending hopefully two nights at Mag's house in Kota Damansara! I am not putting too much hope in it. Every time I put too much hope everything usually came down crashing.

I love how the plan is so random. Out of the blues. LOVE IT!

P.S. Dave doesn't know about this. I don't want his brother or his parents or worst HIM, thinks that I go up there for him. That, I am clingy. I wasn't thinking about him at all when I plan this. I dare to post this up is because he never reads my blog. Advantages! Hehe! So please.... Shh....

Here comes 2010...

Grieving is all I could express right now, or maybe for the whole coming month. Although I have never thought of how "the day" would come. It can be illustrate in a blink of an eye or just a moment of rain in the desert.

I am happy for him. Proud of him. But I can't help myself by feeling sad. I know it would make it harder for him to go in peace. I feel terrible too. Deep down, a part in my heart keep telling me to stay strong. It is just a part of all the obstacle that we have to face in the future. Which are yet come.

If irrevocably is a irreversible word literally. I would still use it to describe my feelings towards him, without thinking about the consequences. I have always wished I have better vocabs. There is so many mix emotions in me that I have no words to portray.

Its the 1st day of 2010. I know I should not be posting sad story. Kinda lame right? The way I welcome 2010? Well for me it is a beginning of a horror, sorrow and empty nightmare. So its kind of hard for me to find a reason to celebrate. Sorry guys...

Ann Ann! Jia Ming!

Haven't been updating my blog for quite sometime. I wasn't that busy, just have nothing to update. I know, how can i have nothing to tell?! I have actually, is just that thing i can tell doesn't seem relevant to anyone. Things i can't tell, well i just can't tell.

Anyway, I do have a couple things to a few friends...
1) Ming Ann ~ Sorry for the on-off messages-chatting-existing thing. I hate my style but i am like that. Don't know how to be different. Always remember i will always miss you!!!!!

2) Jia Ming ~ I don't know you will read this or not. But i think i will make sure you will read this. Hehe! Sorry too! I have been really cold to you lately. Its just my stupid attitude problem. Hope you are not angry at me.

Rude People!!!!ERRRRR!!!!!

I have never meet such RUDE PEOPLE in my life! I don't hate him. In the opposite, i was trying to make him like me. How stupid am i??? Well i am not any more. He just have to suck it up and accept the fact that i am in his life! (HAHA! IN YOUR FACE!)

Well, what i actually want to say in this post is about those rude people. It can be anyone. Someone you know, someone you just meet or even your partner. Most of the people around us just tend to give way to them. Wait! Don't get me wrong, giving in to them occasionally is fine. I mean who wants trouble all the time. BUT come on, giving in to them ALL THE TIME also does not make sense! So what if they are older??? I know we are suppose to respect the elderly. But hey, there is something call mutual respect! They are not king of the world! You are not their slave! They need to taste the bitterness of their own doings! They can't just boss people around JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE OLDER! PLEASE people, stand up to them! Stand up for yourself!

P.S. Anyone who misunderstand is them, i am talking about, i am sorry. It is not you. Anyone who got offended, i am sorry. Its just my opinion. (i realise that i have to write this sentence all the time because there will be somehow, somewhere, someone, who will be offended.)

Blogging and Facebook status! @_@

The recent "Miley leaving Twitter by rapping goodbye!" is another example for my boyfriend to dis me about my blogging and status update in Facebook. Well he haven't dis me yet, because i haven't told him the whole story about Miley. Ok ok, i should stop talking about my boyfriend and how he would nag me about this.

My real reason of writing this post is to let people know that, if anyone saw any post in my blog or status update in my Facebook account, please DO NOT GO ask David about it. It is ok with me, but he HATES IT! Blog i think is still fine. But come on! Facebook status???

P.S It is true if you guys say that "She is the one posting things, we are just giving comments. We did not do anything wrong.". THAT IS VERY TRUE! BUT give the comment to me! Not other people! Is MY post/status, so is MY comments...

P.S.S I am not posting this to scold anyone or against anyone. I am just expressing my thought. Sorry if i have offended anyone. I don't mean to.