Sunday, April 12, 2009

A cut that never seem to heal.....

I am sad. Deep in me i am hurt by what you have done. But it does not matter to you anymore. I am no one to you. Not even a friend. That is how you are. Maybe i did do mistake and be selfish about us. But i cannot think of a reasonable reason why are you acting this way towards me. All the words.... Now you are saying to her. I am not jealous. I just dont understand how you move on so fast. If you say i did the same to you, then you are wrong. I never say i love you more than a friend. I like you. When i am with you, i have always been truthful. I guess you just dont see it in your eyes. I dont blame you. A girl like me is very hard to trust. I never make my choice from what "THE MARKET" is offering. I make my choice from my heart. And i love him. That is why i am with him. I am very happy that you found someone. At least you are cheerful again. I guess me and you are just like that, friend, no friend, friend again and finally no friend. I just want you to know that i treasure you alot. More than other people think i should. You would always be my friend no matter what happen. Finally, I AM SORRY!

7 comments:

Magdeline said...

urm .. sorry i was studying last nite so i din reply u .. was away from table ..

urm .. again ... i dun understand lo .. if ure not jealous , den y u write until like dat .. it sounds like u are u noe ... erm ... u call me better la

MetamoRPhOsis said...

I am not jealous it just very hard to accept something like that to happen. It happen so fast and sudden out of no where. I can asure you that my feelings can be anything but jealous.

Magdeline said...

but u already moved on isn't it ? u n him are like the past .. no ?

MetamoRPhOsis said...

I know you are not mag... What i wrote in the post is all about our friendship and nothing else. It just hurt so much the way he does things in the friendship matter. I just dont understand why izzit so hard just to be friend. When all this time i have always be truthful to him.

solitude,despair,loneliness said...

i actually jus have the faint idea wat is really going on... i know somehow the way he treats u... ya, it sad to say tat he treat his friend like tat.. i jus wanna know in more detail b4 i can give comments.. would u tell ?

Magdeline said...

weh leng lui ... its really me lar ... now my kawan wu hui d ... i jsut ask .. coz u not yet call me mar .. o the fastest way to communicate is thru ur blog lar ..

MetamoRPhOsis said...

Misunderstand about what???? What did i do?? Ya i check my blog everyday.