I wonder how is my life soon.... Haha what a weird question. Well Ann has started his form 6. In orientation but still is considered starting or started. Feliz with her A-levels (i think)(if that is what she is really doing). I am still home alone everyday. Sitting in front of my computer and just stare at it sometimes. Dave is still in NS. It will take another 3 more weeks till he is finally free. And when he is back, i am starting my class already.
It sucks being at home everyday. Knowing that you don't have a friend to go out with. Well in my case, i don't have any friends. Just me all alone by myself. As usual. Dave ask me to make more friends when my class starts. I am kinda having negative thoughts about it. I mean everything will just probably end up people hating me or not liking me. I guess i am just scared. Scared of having everything and losing it again like in high school. I have to keep telling myself that i am not in high school anymore. But the past still haunts me. That i can't deny.
It got me thinking that all the negative vibe have something to do with his ex-girlfriend. I was randomly checking all my pictures in facebook. Tagging those that i miss out. I found a picture of her, so i tag her. The next thing i get is a comment on my wall calling me an idiot and she asking me to stay off and it is her last warning to me. It hurts! Well technically i was furious. I mean i did nothing wrong. Maybe i was wrong for asking him to go with her and give it a try last time. (i should not have given that advice) Well as for now i am still furious. I don't deserve that!
P.S Yes, AGL, i was really surprise you did the tagging thing. LOL... I am sorry for tagging you to such thing that is just plain wasting your time.....
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lol .. it's ok .. i was bored though .. lol :)
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