Anger that i loathe...

A post before i go to bed... I just could not find a way to understand why am i so angry. The feeling that i had when i saw those pictures was almost unbearable. The anger that gush through me. The sudden raise in my body heat. The sudden urge of wanting to scream out loud. Yet, on the outside, i keep telling myself to just keep it calm. Curse all i want now but let it all go later. Can i do it???? I don't have a good feeling about it though. I will still try. Then another anger start growing in me. Is like i am more angry of myself because i don't know why am i angry. I know i could not turn to anyone to complaint except my best friend/my sister because she would probably be the only one that understand why i feel this way now. Others would just say i am over-reacting. Or maybe i am.....