not spoil your fun or interrupt you when you are out with your brother or your friends. I
promised you that before, so I will keep it! But I hate it so much that each time when you go out
with them you neglect me. You said you care about me, I believe you. But your actions doesn’t
seem like you care. You messaged me and ask me why am I so moody, I say I m fine. Then you
tell me that you don’t believe me, I still reply you that I am fine. Then you said I am lying. I said
you are busy, you should go, but you say “NO! I don’t want! I want to message you!”. Then I
said no need. Then you just disappear! You never reply at all. You call that care!
6 – September – 2009 ~ Sunday 12.08 am
I can’t sleep. I can’t even stay normal. A part of me wants to yell at you in a message! Another
part of me say no, because I promised you and I have to keep it. Another part of me is going
crazy inside! I know if I don’t tell you how I feel now, I will never fall asleep. There is a problem,
if I do take up the courage to call or message you. I have no idea what to say. What to tell you?
Why do I feel this way? Why am I crying? I don’t know. But I just want to tell you! I am going
mad! I can’t do this any more!
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