Thursday, September 3, 2009

Past...

I always say that i am not ashamed about my past, not exactly proud of it either. I just think that my past is like my back bone. It shaped me! It made me who i am today, and i am very happy about it.

Unfortunately, my past is not as normal as every else's ones. It is not normal mistakes like what others have gone through. Those mistake i have made is now hurting the people i love. The people i care about. People that i want to protect with all my heart. I can't change the past. I can't turn back time. I feel helpless again because i can't find a way to ease their pain. I hope my love to them would be like morphine that could at least lessen their pain.

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