Its Saturday tomorrow...or i mean today... After 7 p.m. my nightmare will begin... Wait...maybe earlier, at 2 p.m. I got to face a problem and a person that i have been running away for weeks... I got no idea what to say to him... I try to practice with myself... But all i can say is sorry...and i got no idea what to say anymore. Its like i am stuck at that word. Omg...where am i going to find that courage to speak to him???? I am already stuck now.... I cant imagine how izzit going to be when i am really talking to him... What am i going to say???? How on earth can i put those horrible words into a sentence that wont kill him???? I keep telling myself that saying sorry does not do an good to anything.... But all i can think of now is that word...
Should i wait until i meet him face to face??? Or should i do it now??? Should i wait??? But i so tired of lying and waiting... Tired of pretending... Tired of looking at the future that is so....so....so.... I am speechless....
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