I am not trying to be Miss Independent. I am just not ready now... I have never been single since i am 13!!!! Cant i just stop and catch a breath now???? Is that too much to ask for???? All this time i have been who others want me to be... I am so confused of who i am now. That i dont even know myself... I just want to find myself and know who i am before i make another decision that would affect others.... We are not in high school anymore.... Mistake that we do we have to bare with it forever.... We dont get a 2nd chance so easily anymore....
When i am still in my right mind now. I will say what has always been what i truly want to say to you. If you are smart, you would stay away from me. I am not the kind of girl you would want to hold hands and share happy times together... I am no good for anyone. I am so mess up and full of crapping ego. True the 1st few months would be like a dream but trust me i will give you hell after that. I know you wanna make it up to me. But not this way. I have hurt many people that i dont wish i have. I will make you suffer... I will make you live in hell... I will make you wish you have never met me...
Walk away now when you still can... I am sorry if i make tears stain on your pillow... I am sorry that make you think i would be good.....
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