Friday, February 13, 2009

Valantine Day craziness

Omg omg!!!! I have to stop!!! STOP STOP STOP!!!!!!!!!!! I have to stop doing this! Stop doing things that would end up hurting people... I cant do this no more... I cant stand it... Being such an absolute idiot... Being so easily affected...

I cant be in love... I DONT WANNA BE IN LOVE!!!!!! Errrrr.... i feel like knocking myself to the wall now. Bang Bang and Bang!!!! Knock some sense out off me... Out of my brain.

Hypothesis :
1st - I am thinking overly crazy about everything... Thinking in so many different ways that everything got jumble up and now i am going woo-hoo....

2nd - I am not over him... Not over that idiot jerk that has been killing me for the past one and a half year... Still got sad every time i think of him...not for what he have done to me. But is to what i have feel about him all this time. Which i am still confused. I just feel sad and gloomy each time i think of him...

3rd - Having some mental problem or phobia against relationships issues... Just wanna get as far away as possible from it...

Conclusion : All three hypothesis is accepted. In short form.... I am a crazy, pathetic, freaking a**hole!!!!

2 comments:

solitude,despair,loneliness said...

u r sometimes an a@#hole u know.... i jus don know wat to say to u sometimes when u got confused by something or getting angry....

MetamoRPhOsis said...

I am always an a**hole!!!!!!